Tuesday, May 27, 2008

June 6th

Is the day of our transfer. So far everything has been on track, no cysts, no skewed numbers... everything as it should be. I'm praying for strong embryos. They looked great pre-freeze, but you never know how they are going to thaw and for some unknown reason, the strongest usually don't survive the thaw. (FYI...the strongest sperm don't usually survive thawing either). I get my new meds schedule tomorrow. I'll probably start the progesterone this weekend and dial down the estrace, look forward to stoping the lupron (YAY!)and then....prepare for embryos! Right now I'm feeling very at peace with things. For a while I was a complete mess. Very doubtful, yet forging ahead. It was as if my body and mind were ready to quit but my heart wouldn't and won't let go of the dream. So, I'm starting to study the Kabbalah and trying to zen out before the 6th. I am a very blessed woman and I am very hopeful that it's my time to share my wonderful world with a child.