Bending Over Backwards

It looks like I may have escaped the need for back surgery for the last time. This past Thursday I met with a neurosurgeon who said that the problem with my back will not heal itself and that, unless I want to wrestle with this for the rest of my life, surgery is my only option. I may have the opportunity to have a "less invasive" laproscopic surgery, but I won't know about that until I meet with another neurosurgeon on May 10th. Until then I'm laid up in bed wondering what all this means. Here I am in the middle of my internship and "trying" to get pregnant and surgery may mean starting from square one with both. On the other hand I am thanking GOD for my many blessings and praying that I will have a quick recovery.