F*$&

Can you swear on these blogs and not get tossed? Have you ever thought that if you started screaming you might not ever stop?????????? Well, that's where I'm at. We have no where near started our road down the fertility path and I'm about to lose it. We've been at this for over a year now. Over a year and we've only done 2 IUI's and we JUST found out about embryo adoption. Why the F*$& didn't our doctor tell us about this a year ago????????? Why did I have to start asking random questions that turned the light on in her head???????? Why on earth do they not lay out every single option you might be able to explore right up front? We could have explored some of these options months ago. Now, thousands of dollars later, we're finding out about more options. Good GOD, you would think this wouldn't be so difficult. There are thousands of girls out there getting pregnant who can no more raise a child than I can speak Russian and I can't F*$& get pregnant. I am so flipping angry I can't even find words. )(*&(*^*^*%*&%(&^%(*&